Currently sitting at a beautiful cafe and looking into the world, not sure what I want to write. Just paid a bunch of money to create this blog and I am not even sure if I am ready for this kind of commitment. Anyways, welcome to my occasional ramblings, because my life is all over the place. Talk about midlife crisis. So, I am gonna be delulu from today. Lets manifest a good, comfortable life for myself. I am not completely out of talent, but I do feel like the world looks